$PI woke up holding futures contracts overnight. Even with a stop loss in place, I still can't sleep soundly. When prices rise, I worry they'll drop. When they fall, I worry about when they'll finally bottom out. Holding spot positions gives me a slightly better mindset – losing with indifference, gaining with composure, striving for inevitability, going with the flow. To achieve all of this still requires practice, self-cultivation, and tempering the mind.