The real torment in trading has never been the market itself.

It's that you see two versions of yourself within the same body.
One self is very clear-headed. It knows that trends require patience, that positions need to be controlled, and that the market won't change direction because of your anxiety.
The other self, however, is like fire. It longs to recover losses, to prove itself, to turn fate around in a single wave of volatility.
So every day, you're experiencing an internal battle.
Sometimes you win. You resist the impulse, watch the market unfold, and feel a sense of peace inside.
Sometimes the devil wins. You enter early, go all-in, delay stop-losses, and afterward, you clearly realize you're not truly trading—you’re being led by desire.