That Night and His Departure

That night, I told him, "Following you, I have nothing to eat."
He didn't speak, but turned over and slept with his back to me. After a while, he picked up his phone and ordered takeout. I was already almost asleep, feeling drowsy and wanting to hug him, but I only touched the tears streaming down his pillow. At the time, I thought they were his saliva. After a while, he called me to eat, and I told him I wasn't very hungry. He kept looking at me, then patted my head and said, "I'm sorry, following me is too hard, I’ve wronged my little one."
That night, he cried several times. I couldn't understand what he meant, but that night he kept holding me tightly.
I didn't feel苦; I felt very happy.
The next day, he left.