December 31, 2025

Unknowingly,
I have been trading cryptocurrencies for 8 years.
In these 8 years, 6 years of losses and 2 years of profits.
I have experienced the peak from 50,000 to 1 million,
and also gone through several times of a total liquidation loss of 200,000 during the darkest moments.
There was excitement after making profits, looking forward to the future.
There was also despair and dejection after being liquidated, feeling utterly hopeless.

8 years,
people are still the same person, but also not the same person.
Because I don't know when it started,
I gradually began to feel lonely, used to being alone.
The once confident and eloquent person,
has now become silent and reserved.
Later on, I refused group socializing,
only eyes on trading, nothing else.

A year of continuous decline brought me back to the starting point. Burdened and helpless, I remained resilient, full of hope during the market's oscillations, yet falling into despair at the same time, feeling I have let my family down and betrayed everyone who helped me.

In 2026, I chose to give up this crypto path, letting go in helplessness, living with reluctance, hoping to smoothly get back on track next year.

Salute to all those in crypto!